Days in army is stress! Usually they say the first 2 week they don make u do push up or punish very harsh. In fact i find that's bullshit, cos i still got to do push up, and other more exercise as punishment. Even IC also have to kanna do push up when mistake is done. Now when i see the pull up bar i also have phobia. Why? becos, i have to do a set of pull up before i can go for lunch, that's goes the same for my platoon.

Everyday nothing much, always do training and do washing, and some free time for u to tok rubbish to ur frens. Sometime don even have time to rest ur aching, u still have to move on when instruction is been given. That's life in army. No TV time, no GAMES time, all these u can don even think about it. When that's free time, i will sleep, to rest myself, sometime when i cannot sleep i will just tok rubbish to fren in army. I have saw one of my secondary school frens in my company, but we are of different platoon. That's sad, AND don even think about changing from one platoon to another cos, u will for sure kanna a lot of Fuxk by those officers.

Everything have a order to follow, that's basic thing in army. Cannot do anything u like, or anyhow u like, cos if u do so, than i think, u better prepare urself a earpiece. Tell u all more about it next time, cos now i am damm tired, look at the time now!

NEED TO REST

In a few hours of time, i will have to report to SAF. That's quite sad, cos i cannot live the way i wan liao, i have to follow a standard style of living! Well saw wei ying blog, yes, i am going NS liao, think u also will be quite sad and sianz, cos no one to chat to u about ermm, hmm, crappy stuff! And by the way, i am not busy wif my GF hor, and that's only joke, cos i don have gf la! come on, i am going NS, who wan to be my gf man, haha! i don think any gers will wan. hai~ don tok about this liao. I think i will try my best to get a good result in napfa and sorry about the meeting of u all and yet i cancel, cos i am busy buying necessories stuff for NS.

Just fix up the computer, yet, another computer have not fix up yet, something is wrong wif it( i got 2 computer). Busy packing things for NS, problem is the itemlist they sent mi is not very details, so when i think of what i need than i just take, hmm, seems like i have just shift everything there, i think is a BIG project to shift so much stuff to tekong, maybe i need to ask DHL, UPS for help! :P

Ok, enough of jokes, got to be more mature from now on! cos grow up liao, cannot always like last time like that, joke about this and that. Going for a major change, hope to change for better!

See ya guys in a few weeks time! Remember to contact each other~ =)
SMS mi, miss mi, and most important things, you all must take care of yourself!

Count down to 3 more days before going to army. It's sianz thinking of going in, means i cannot do lots of things already, must learn to adapt to a new environment. Never mind, i will just try not to think so much. well, today my good friend meixia is not feeling very well, i think she got flu or lack of rest that's y she's sick. You really got to rest more, and don get too stress by the work. To my another good friend wei ying, she's going to SIM liao, now waiting for the school to start, yeah~ during these free time, also got to rest more, don get sick too like meixia like that and also don get too stress when u work, i can understand that your work also quite tough, but just try ur best bah! After i go army, must miss mi, haha, i will try to contact all of you all 1, if i got time i will sure giv u all a call or a sms.

After reading meixia blog, i also agree wif her, what's important is the text, cos ppl come read is the things, not read the background. I also agree wif her that life is really a bit sux! i also need to find some thing to change, but i think, don really need mi to find, army will have a plan for us!

Let's pray that those who's sick get well fast and those who's waiting for school to start everything for them get smooth!

就算人生欺骗了你
也不要感到愤怒或悲伤
只要咬紧牙齿忍耐奋斗
不久的将来会苦尽干来的
充满哀伤的世界
我只相信爱情的力量
教导我如何的去爱
允许我并支持我所有的人
我爱你们
我不会忘记的
原谅我并祝福我的所有人
我爱你们

有人说

爱情是像琼瑶阿姨小说中的那样，爱得轰轰烈烈、你死我活才过瘾。
爱情是和打手机一样的，要不停地打电话，只有不停地打才能沟通。
爱情是一种宗教，可以让人的信仰发生改变。
爱像咖啡吧，虽然苦点，可是令人回味无穷。
爱情像酒，红酒让人浪漫，白酒让人疯狂，啤酒让人舒缓，但是好酒也不能多喝，喝多了会受伤，有的人喝酒喝伤后会终生不再喝酒；爱情也一样，受伤之后再爱就难了。

究竟什么是爱情呢？爱情是如何产生的呢？
金钱、权利地位，都不会是产生爱情的必要条件。爱情需要一些机缘巧合，称之为缘份。还需要心灵的一些共鸣，一些当事人之外的其他人无法体验的只属于两个人的快乐和秘密，可以托付生死的信任和欣赏。

Hai~ lately i find that i am sux! i think i have handle many things wrongly and therefore make many people sad for no reason! At here i apologise for that, hope you all will forgive me, please~

I am very lousy in handling at Love stuff, this has been for very long, whenever things that's connected wif boys and gers loving stuff, i become idiots. i tend to do many many wrongs stuff that may result in people angry or bad things happening. But this is not what i want it to be, but i just don knwo why it will always get to happen that way.

I think i really make a very BIG mistake lately, hai, i am also quite sad. Cos before i go army happen such things, it really makes mi feel headache when i think of it. I have make a ger upset, and i don know how to explain to her, i scare i would hurt her if i never handle this things properly. If worse i might lose her this friend, i don want all these to happen, therefore i choose to keep all these to myself. But this is also not a very good method cos it only make things go worse in slower pace, and now i think the things is getting bad.

I want to find a fren to tok about, but my fren always feel tired and need to rest for work the next day. i don know who i can turn to, to listen to my story. Who can help mi out?

Finally get to finish all these things liao. This is very tiring, acutally can get to finish much more faster 1, but don know how come i go create a bug out of nowhere. Hai~ than waste time finding and cracking the bug, wanted to giv up that part and clear the whole bug away, but find it a waste la, so just keep on finding it and clear the bug away. At last i manage to find it, and think of a way to solve it. That's cool~

I will see what i can do next time to make it more cool, but don't think is going to make it till top end, cos i will have to go army liao, think wouldn't have so much time to even come blogging also. But not to worry, i will try my best to find a little time out to update all of you all. Maybe can tell u all about story in army life. Update u guys about any changes make to army life. Will try to make this blog more and more interesting!

Hope you all will support mi and i also have to jia you in the army training too!

当我寂寞时 有你在我身边 你会陪我到天亮

当我心情不好 你会把手放在我的肩膀

你就是那么的然我喜欢你

爱不必要理由 全心全意对你带给你快乐

真心真意对你 带给你温暖 这样就足够了

生活是什么 浪漫是什么 幸福是什么 永远是什么 只要你懂爱这些你都会懂

爱是当我抱着你 你的心我懂

爱是当你看我 我的心你懂这样不就足够了吗 其实我要的并不多

只想和你在一起 生命才有意义

不管是风还是雨 我在也不想逃避爱的命运

你是我的过去 不管未来到哪里 你一直是我的永远

我要让爱再继续 我的心不会再改变

你给的我快乐是谁也不能在给我的

我不能给你全世界，但是你的爱让我拥有了整个世界。

离开的当时 心中有多少的无奈好像失去了什么

原来那是我的爱 我独自来回徘徊 心中却与你分不开

老天让我们能相遇，我应该很高兴，但他却跟我开了一个大玩笑。

现在我就只能够看着你，希望你过的生活会更美好，不希望你受到任何的伤害。

自于其他的事我会把他收起来，我们然他随风而去吧。

Today lide is going to serve his NS liao, let's wish him all the best in the training. Next week is my turn to go NS also. I think got to meet him after his 3 month training liao.

Acutally now i am feeling a bit weird, maybe is becos going to army liao, so somehow the feeling is strange, becos after that many things i cannot do liao, like cannot always go eat supper, cannot do what you like to do, have to follow the orders all these. I feel quite irritated too, but what to do, that's army and that's life. Who ask we have to serve army, just have to accept this fact.