Don know what's so wrong wif this week, monday got problem, yesterday met wif a crazy Chief PTI, today again got problem. Went for breakfast today and we have ppl kanna F**K by a full COL. He say we have people never greet him, he expected us to go forward and greet him. Than he say our timing for breakfast is too late, we should be starting doing our work by that time.

I think this week really sux, first 3 day already like that, what can be worse? i really dare not to imagine. Hope no more bad things going to happen again, if not i think our life will be more jia lat la. Life is getting sianz and worse day by day.

This week seems to be a sux week! Yesterday played games and almost kanna extra duty for that, however we explain that it was because we thought it was approve by the officer that we were allow to play, than somehow we came to an agreement that there's a communication breakdown somewhere and we didn't even know, than we were excuse. Were damm piss when LTA esmond say that we need to sign extra, cos he was the one who ask us to play yet, he is the one who is giving us the extra, i mean wtf??

Today went for swim, guess what, we all were kanna F**K by the Chief of PTI. He really bullshit alot lor, say we never greet him, never follow SOP rules, and ppl don know how to swim struggling to swim into deep pool. Scolding us in vulgarities + combo hits!! He say he saw us a lot of times and yet we don knwo him, the thing is this is the first time i seen him, plus i got no interest in knowing him man, i am nt a gay, unless is a she la, than of cos is different story le. I am damm piss off yet i can do nothing and stand there let him scold and scold, after knowing there's no officers and high ranking personel among us, his voice and scolding become louder and louder, kaoz! Than he took down our names, and before we leave he say to mi ' i haven't seen u all for remedia training, never mind u all have a long way wif mi!' F**K! i really wanna tell him, as long as we pass our IPPT, i think u don even have the chance to tok to us.

Wanna give extra remedia training to us, unless i really sick and got problem, if not i think a passing score shouldn't be a problem. Even really cannot make it, i will fark the training and give lame execues also don wan to go!

Lately been feeling up and down alot, a lot of different feeling, i am like under alot of stress. Sometimes i feel that i really need to take deep breath, is so stressful. Maybe is due to too many workload or maybe i just had enough of wat i am doing now. Still got a year pus to go before i ORD. After ORD i also don know wat i am going to do, maybe i am also stressing for what i can get to do after i ORD.

A person at different stage worry for different things, when u are young u have to worry about ur study, when grown up, u will have to worry about what can u do, what work u are getting, when u grow even older, u will have to worry for your own family, children.

There's a never ending worry in a person life, i always thought a person can be carefree, seems like is very hard to get it done.

Yesterday SUX! waste my time, waiting for the head of our unit to go back than i can close the door and go back rest, yet he never go back early lor, he stay till late night. But when he leaves i didn't know than waste my time continue waiting lor. After i know that he went off is already like 10+ le, hai that's damm late le lor, still have to walk all the way down and out of there, sux!

Anyway is sux to do duty la, they coming out wif something call point system. It's said that it will be more fair to have this system going around, so that our duty will be equally divided to us, there will be no more unfair cases. But even if has, all i can say is army is all about suck thumb, what can we do even if we know that it's unfair.

Lately i feel very very sick! arghhh don know is it the weather too hot or is it i eat too much, have not been controlling my diet properly, not keeping fit also. Think i have gain a lot of weight too, need to cut down on my weight and diet le.

Lately keep having these headache is this a warning sign for mi to rest more, but i can't i still on a project for my officer. Somemore i this week have duty!! Arghhhh~ SUX!! i think u will notice everytime i got duty i will sure blog it and say it's sux, i will also say alot of sux thing out, but is not enought to let u know how sux the duty is. Is a waste of time, than a lot of labour work to do lor, everybody in the room can command u to do anything, as if u are a lowest rank and no body lor. Worse than slave sometimes.

Read my fren blog know that she going for crab bee hoon. Arghhhh is a long time i never eat crab le, i loves seafood a lot, especially crab! all kind of crab also can, chilli, black pepper. Thinking of finding one free day to go and eat wif her, but now waiting for her to free her time, cos i knwo lately she is loaded wif full of work.

Suppose to meet meixia and weiying for movie yesterday, but i can't make it cos got to go for Medical Appt. In the end i heard that they have even cancel the movie thing, i don know why, hmm, don ell mi is my fault again =P

Today went to TTS hospital for payment, they have sent me leeter telling me that i never pay for my last visit medical appointment, so i went today to see what i need to do. I reach there at lunch time so everybody was out, lucky there's one nurse there, than i walk forward and tell her i am there for payment, she type and find my record, than say say that i am coverage by the government, no need to pay!

I was like, wat? no need to pay? than why from the start ask mi to pay and sent mi letter, wasted my time to travel there early morning. This whole week feel sianz and sick. Don't know is it as we grow up we will feel this way, becos i also have a fren who feel this way too. This fren of mine feel lazy and no energy in doing things. Is this becos of our age growing up, cos just becos of our character change. Really cannot understand.

I find that this week sux lor, so many things yet so little time! Hai~ somemore today more sianz, receive a letter from TTS hospital saying that last time my visit for the medical appointment i never pay the fee! i think i remember that i really never pay than go off le, sianz than now they sent letter to ask mi pay for it! Hai~ sianz, still must make a trip down to understand how can i pay the payment to them, wao lau, that time i also don know they wan me to pay lor, cos i just go and tok to the doctor for a few minute only la. Less than 5 min, nvm la, think going down on this week to understand more! Sianz so many trouble lately.

Today went to hwee tong house to give him a visit. Hs condition is getting better really hope he can faster recover from his injury and join us back becos days without him is also quite sianz! At least he here, there's someone accompany us back to tok cock also.

Went to his house, his mother is so nice, treat us so many nice food and drink, until we like can't finish also. TCO went wif us, but left shortly. We stay over for quite a long to chat with him la. His room is comfortable lor, once u enter u will feel very relax wanna sleep like that. That's everything inside games, computer plus most important is BED!! Like 3 in 1 like that lor.

Waiting for him to return and join us back!

Lately the weather has become more and more HOT! I sometimes can't even take it also, maybe becos of the weather that's y i lately also keep getting headache and i feel my body very hot inside, think i need lots of Herbal tea! Who's going to get for mi??

Headache until i can't even think properly of what i am going to do, my plan for my things can't carry out according to my plan, need to find a way to solve it. Oh ya, reading about mj, knew that he is worrying about his posting of the recourse of his BMT! Hope he can stay with us and no need to go back to recourse, anyway, if really have to go back recourse, is not that bad acutally, cos up till now, BMT life is still the best part of army life. I enjoy and suffer most at there, a lot of unforgettable memories at there. When i got time, i must blog out and let u all know about what happen during my BMT life and share with u all the experience, if u have fren who have yet to enlist to army, mayeb i can still give some tips to them on preparation before enlisting to army!

Today have a great talk with weiying, after this talk i think we can start to understand each other more better, i think last time is liek there's a wall in between us, don know what to do when we see each other, like hmm. I also don know how to say la. But now i think we are getting better, just like i told her, i will sure make her like meixia second, everything i will also tell her de. So next time is her turn to go around spreading my news le!!

Today is so SUX! is one of the worse day i had! It should be a fun and happy day, cos is a half day off to IT show. But than i make my fren bernade waited for 30 minute. Acutally not i make him wait, is LTA esmond who say will be meeting at the lobby there, but in the end lester came and say faster la all go to the place he recommend at marina, i say wanna contact bernade but that his handphone is switch off, must becos his hp low batt, cos he has say in the morning, but he went off to look for his mom, and we can't find him. Don't know what to do, i told them that bernade is wif his mom and maybe wait for him, they all like don care like that, than all walk and walk, i also don know what i can do.

Next is ruben cases, he make phone call than suddenly he gave mi a call and say how come never wait for him, the problem is i don even know he is missing at the first place. Today don knwo is it i step on dog shit or what, knn, just keep on having these shit coming and disture mi. Feel so sad and don know what to do now! It's the worse feeling~

Lately i get to know that some of my camp mate will be leaving us. Like for instance mj might be leaving us for his re-bmt course again. Hai~ that's sad cos i still got a lot of things need to learn from him la, plus somemore we don even know whether he will be posted back to our Unit or not also. Another person that i know that might posted out from our unit is Robin, is also sad to heard that he will be posted out form here, cos he's a nice guy somemore he is my BMT mate lor, he will be ORD on the same day with me if he stays wif us la. I really hope Robin and mj will be staying wif us all the way, hope that our superior will do something about it.

Lately there's this crazy trend going on in the camp, that's viewing and uploading of beautiful girls picture. There's nothing wrong with it also, somemore is very normal lor, cos all the camp mate are male, i suppose there's some needs going on la, plus i myself also quite enjoying with those pictures la. Found a link fill with nice pic, that's cool la! Sharing to all camp mates!

I am finding more pic in web, see whether can find more or not! I scare next time will be more obscence things being loaded. Will that happen? haha, i hope not la, but there's high probability when there's alvin there!

Went to Thai Express to eat, but i don know what to order cos i also don know what to eat. In the end i order a dry noodle to eat, forget the name of the food. It contains some peanuts and chilli power with some seafood. My fren order a chicken fried rice to eat, i see the chicken rice, smell nice and crispy.

I personally like the atmosphere there, is very quiet cos not many ppl at there for lunch during that time. Very peaceful and nice. The service is also not bad. If there's chance maybe u can try to go there and try some food, if there's nice recommendation, don forget to notice mi leh, haha! Cos lately i am loking for nice food to eat!

Very emotion lately plus moody! I am angry of everything, the whole world, why is this world make up like this, why GOD never make perfect this world, so that we would be living in peace and harmony! We people will only feel peace and happy. We wouldn't feel sad, hurt and so many others. I hate all people that piss me off! if i have a gun i will have eliminate all of them no matter young, old, man or women!

Yesterday went to camp, than known that is Jun yang birthday today. Than start to plan what to do to him, when he comes into the room, we get hold of him and press him down and try to strip him, but it will unsuccessful la, haha. Thinking of trying the second round but in the end we never. Than Jeffrey( the other 1, not me) think of biting him and ask us to get hold of him, but in the end as usual we never do it. Think no time la, cos we need to prepare and go to the pride day. The pride day held at NS camp, quite near my area, but also quite ma fan la.

We went for early lunch and after that we go to the NS camp. Went there to listen to people tok and some presentation on the WITS project and than award presentation, finally we can go off le. Look at the time, it was quite early lor, so not bad la.

Today is junyang birthday, so at here i wish him a Happy birthday and always stay healthy, that's very important!

Today have a meeting with ltc Low. Hai~ as usual he toks a lot and holds our time up, make us have to take the 1820 bus, but that's not the problem, the problem is i think we are getting more and more jobs.

Think going to have more project given to us and i heard will be handling individually, acutally i think the project done by group level will be much much better lor, cos is a divided group work in between a group so that we are not so heavy loaded with work, of cos we can take break while the others group member is doing, so we get the chance to rest and work in the process. Of cos when needed help i will still help out 1 la.

I have heard that maybe there will be group or personnel be posted out to other camp or unit to help out in projects, than we like came into this thinking that maybe we will need to stay in their camp, cos when we reach there and help out, we will have to abide to their rules, sianz if really there's such a need, i think that's sux lor. But i don understand why they don liek sent us the project and we help them do in our own camp, wouldn't that be better?

Today another DOTA match between Chad team and Noel team. From the start mi and lester, bernade, tjeon and chev they all for tea. Tok cock there for a while. Toking cock wif tjeon about how he can go diet healthy. Than chev join in and tok cock for a while. When we go back the match already have show who is owning who already. Noel teams has already attack into chad teams base and start to clear everything. They see who they will just frag who. I think even u just revive out at the base, they wouldn't let u off too, they will just frag u like nothing lor. It's damm gay la.

It's just a game but i think between these people, it's just more than a game. Chad really lose until too much le. After that i heard there will be a re-match, this is still not confirm yet. I'm also quite looking forward for this re-match. I hope this time the match will be more fair and much better than the first match.

Today I heard that we might be posted out to do some project. That's sux la. I don really feel good about this posting out to other camp to do project, why not they post the project to us and we do it for them in our camp. I don understand why we have to do these things. I think the conclusion is ' Suck Thumb '. That's why every people says in army.

Today have a small conversation over when are we going to ORD, hai~ This coming august lester going to ORD and bernade also ORD in this july or don know when in the mid. I think after they ORD our lifestyle will be change, i think will not be so slack, will be more stricter. Afterall, we don have any rank yet on us.

Mi ORD at next year June leh, still got don know how many months. Now only starting of march leh, sianz. Really hope times goes faster than this, than i also can faster ORD lor.